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I had clinical depression since I was 10 years old, and the only thing that has gotten me through is my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

He has always been there for me, though the deepest darkest moments, to the dullest, most apathetic moments. I don't always feel His Presence, but He has NEVER left me nor forsaken me, as He promised He wouldn't in Deuteronomy 31:6: "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."

How do I know this if I cannot feel His Presence? I have learned a lot through my 11 years of clinical depression. I have learned that my feelings lie to me. They tell me things are bad and cannot be better. The tell me I am worthless and nothing will ever be right. They are wrong. Why are they wrong? God is in control. So if He is in control and my feelings tell me otherwise? They lie.

Satan is a LIAR and I REFUSE TO BELIEVE HIM! I shine a light into his darkness so he cannot hide behind his lies. I shine by living, by praying, prophesying, praising, and proclaiming God's Truth. I shine by not believing Satan. I shine by not killing myself. I shine. Will you shine with me?

Update: I have learned much since I first began my journey on this website. I have learned not to claim that which Yahweh, God, the Creator of ME does not call me. He does not call me depressed. He does not say I am sick. Thus, I am not. Satan says I am, or that it will come back. You may think this, too. How can I claim that I am COMPLETELY, 100% HEALED? Yet, I do claim this, and I AM HEALED!!!! Praise Yahweh!!!!!!

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