Hey Joey,

Thanks again for coming and sharing this evening.  I just wanted to expound a bit since I was a little nervous to meet you - lol - I almost didn't come up just because I wasn't sure what to say. 

I can definitely relate to what you had to say, it sounds like you and I have dealt with the same cocktail of illnesses, I've dealt with depression and ADD for as long as I can remember, both of which affect my livelihood and my lifestyle and relationships.  I will say that I have been fortunate enough to avoid chemical dependency all the way through; it's just never appealed to me.  I've been heavily frustrated with where I am in my life now, I'm one of those kids who was told by everyone growing up that I'm so smart and talented and at 33 it hasn't seemed to get me very far in life (though I have had some fantastic experiences, I was in the Marines and I spent two years working as a volunteer overseas on a ship performing various charity works and literature distribution; you might want to check them out - www.mvdoulos.org - they're really struggling with the fuel costs these days).  I have an above average IQ but haven't been able to finish a degree.  Those things that interest me, I excel at; those things that don't, I bomb out with, completely - lol  People have always told me I should act, because I have a lot of characters in me that come out fairly regularly :o) I have a shy side and a very gregarious one as well.  I think what you said has really turned a light on for me.  I guess I've been afraid because I feel like there's so many people out there who are better than me, or that I can do certain emotions easily but not others...I guess the worst I can do is explore, take some classes, get involved in local theater and then who knows?  I guess those parts that don't come naturally take work to achieve?  I suppose that's why it's a craft right?  lol  It takes time sometimes for me to put these pieces together.  After years of dreaming of playing guitar I've finally bought one and started learning, I think it's about time I invested myself in acting as well.

Well anyway, thank you for being so open and honest, I know my Mother really appreciated it too.  You'll probably be hearing from her as well, her name is Sheri Stinson.  If you have any wisdom to share, I'd certainly appreciate it.  And hey, while I'm at it, if you have any lunch slots to fill while you're in town, hey I'll meet up with ya!  Might as well offer on the off chance right?  ;o)  Oh yeah, and you are one of my favorite actors, so thank you for your work!  Hope you enjoy your visit to Champaign-Urbana.

take care,
Josh M