I have found being here very theraputic. And since I am used to rejection, I have decided to do something brave, bold, crazy and magnificently liberating. I am going to set myself free and impart my points of view on the unwashed and unsuspecting masses by becoming a stand up comedian.

I have a knack for making people laugh. Mostly because I am irreverent and am unashamed to point out things that most people find shockingly funny.

I feel so much better after pouring out my th... Read More

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This is a song that i wrote recently called Someday. The song is about that maybe "Someday" i will be normal and not suffer from depression, etc.

Please check it out when you get a minute. I hope you can relate to it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zH53Nz04Ytw

someday

the road will be clear

someday

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Hello...My name is Amanda...

My husband of 9 years took his own life May 30th 2009.

He left this behind..I wanted to share it.

It was about him and how he was feeling...

He suffered for many years with bi-polar and depression...

My children are full of laughter
My Amanda is full of spite... Read More

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MANY OF YOU MAY REMEMBER THAT SONG BY THE CARPENTERS' AS BEING A DEPRESSING SONG...WELL, HAVING COME TO THE UNDERSTANDING (after,like 60 years on this plane) THAT LIFE IS REALLY ALL ABOUT CHOICES, I HAVE CHOSEN TO CELEBRATE RAINY DAYS & MONDAYS, RATHER THAN, AS THE SONG SAYS, LET THEM "ALWAYS BRING ME DOWN"...OF COURSE, BEING RETIRED (retarted; as my friends joke) I HAVE THE TIME LUXURY THAT MOST FOLKS DON'T, BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT...THE POINT IS I'VE CHANGED MY CHOICE ON HOW TO VIEW TH... Read More

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 WELL GANG, HERE WE ARE AGAIN....THE HOLIDAYS...

FIRST OFF, I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO ALL OF MY FREINDS FOR NOT EVEN CONTACTING THEM THIS YEAR...NOT ONCE...IT'S NOT BECAUSE I'M A SNOB, OR ANYTHING "UP-ITTY" LIKE THAT, IT'S JUST THAT IT'S SO AWKWARD TO BREAK OUT OF ONE'S COMFORT ZONE AND SAY "HEY, HOW YOU DOIN'"  

AND THOSE OF YOU WHO'VE VISITED MY LITTLE PAGE WITHOUT SO MUCH AS A "SUP?", KNOW WHAT I MEAN...SO, LET'S MAKE IT SIMPLE, FROM NOW ON, IF I VISIT ANYONE'S PAGE I'... Read More

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