hey boom! we're practically neighbors!

i live in South Hubris. since the evnts of the past summer, i've changed the name.

Hey! when you were in Atl. didja ever meet Little Phil Rosenberg? He's a crazy little rockin jew. "Ninety eight pounds of bustin energy.

I usta manage his old band KUDZU... MO

How very true it is that this is a place for others to aide in a recovery process. I have found that even my family can be down right attacking and ignorant. I am not sure they would even begin to understand. Why it is I have cut myself. Why it is I feel un-pretty and unworthy at times.

I don't enjoy being this way. 

The church I was going to said "We want to make it so you don't need people" I still do not understand that. 

I have lost trust in one of my counselors and completely refuse to go back there.

I feel as though I am being manipulated and controlled and I do not like it at all.

Sad to say. It seem's the ones you love the most will do whatever it takes as leverage. No to convince you that you are crazy. But to keep you there?!? 

I am doing my best to take care of me. Trying to maintain a good lever of "Coping in positive ways".

Perhaps one day. My awareness will be keen and personal...

God Bless you! 

I am no longer going to be open and honest about my feelings. I have found others will try and use it as a tool to break you down. Repeatedly. No more!