knitting,acrylic painting,embroidery,surfing the web,

no holds barred,ben,

all types depends on my mood at the time

books on bipolar manic depression in children and adolescents as well as adults.ocd.

i hope people like me for me because when i was a child i changed my name twice to kelly then billy jean because people were mean to me so i changed my name so they would be nice to me. i have two very extroidenary children who have excelled in everything they do i am VERY proud of them both. i'm glad i have them in my life as well as my bf and my family. who i love dearly even though my bipolar illness baffles them at times as it does me as well. i hope my family and my kids understand that i have a mental illness and that's why i act out the way i do but recently due to circumstances beyond my control my illness was sent out of control by something that was fixed easily and now that behavior has stopped and i apologize to my kids and family if i have scared them so. that behavior scared me also even those around me as well as my neighbors and children.